I woke up this morning and I started thinking suicidal thoughts
I wanna die but I’m not quite ready to go
Can’t keep saving face and saying everything’s alright and in my
dying breath, I’d rather tell the truth and it goes a somethin’ like

Wake up every day it feels like something's in the way
And with every conversation is just another word to say
You work your 40 hours just to get your cash to give away
So you can lay your head and wake up to the fucking same thing
I’m pissed that I have regrets, but I guess that’s what I'm gonna get
When I was younger, I thought for sure I’d be a better, bigger man and now I’m dead broke, at the end of my rope
when the sun goes down the only thing that I can do is hope

when you throw away my shit don’t fuckin think of me
Can you take your life and make it everything that it could be?
And I'll tell you my man it ain’t gonna get better than this
You kick and you fight, for the rest of your life
Don’t let nobody tell you that you aren’t right
Cause when it all goes away, it’ll bring us right back too.

Pick up the bait

So you get drunk and have a little fun
And step outside that realm of emptiness you let yourself become
Because you think the negative thoughts are gonna hide away and run
But no matter what it’s never gonna stop (Stop)
That’s when you gotta climb on top of it
and think of all the possibilities your future gives ya gotta,
step back, and fucking relax because your life ain’t moving forward if you’re living in the past so

I don’t give a shit if you don’t think of me
because I’m more than fine just tryin to find where I’m supposed to be and then
I’ll tell ya my man, it ain’t gonna get better than this

You kick and you fight for the rest of your life
Don’t let nobody tell you that you aren’t right
And when it all goes away it’ll bring us right back to this